What makes me MISS JACI LAYNE

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Louisiana, United States
Hey There! The names Jaci! - Pleasure to meet ya! I am me. Thats all there is to it. I have a TRULY FREE SPIRIT. I have troubles, but theres nothing that i cant overcome. I will cry but i will always be happy. Life is all what you make it to be. I am not scared, and try everything.. because the SCARIEST things are the MOST worthwile. I love to think of life as theories. Unpredictable, but true. I dont live for anyone else but ME. Because in the end how I lived my life is all that matters. Everything happens for a reason. Only those who believe ever see what they dream, ever dream what comes true. i will always run with my dreams. I LOVE JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING! Im usually friends with everyone i meet. Every person that has been part of my life, has taught me many things & given me SO MANY MEMORIES! Im a very busy person, but i like it that way. When i transfer schools i would LOVE to go back to NORTHWESTERN and CHEER again! Thats where my heart & soul is! EXPERIENCING EVERYTHING POSSIBLE. Changes are all about your Passion. Passion is Beauty. Beauty is Love. Love is Life. The end.

Sunday, July 8, 2007

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok.. I miss you

So... Im making it out alright. I have been better, but im making it. YAY! =/. Surgery is in 3 days. =[. .. if only i had someone to take care of me blah. ha. Thursday was fun, and interesting. I love MAC. Oh today, i had a wonderful interesting scary ass day... My kitten thats like 6 weeks old almost died... someone in my family decided to put dog flea and tick control on the poor thing, and it started having convulsions for like 3 hours really bad, that i had to like sit there with it, it started foaming at the mouth and its eyes were dialated.. we thought it was gonna die, but then it started coming back around, thank god, its still shaking but its doing MUCH better. so scary. ugh.

Tomorrow is my last day off before i go back to work tuesday and have my tonsils removed wednesday. I HATE IT! ugh! BUT i do get to go see someone tom, which im pretty excited about.. and i GET 2 DAMN WEEKS OFF for surgery.. yyyyyaaaaaaaaassssssssss!

i need to write more seriously. i swear.

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