worse day ofmy life.

i just wanna cry. just let it poor. i might take a drive. my life. blah. i just wanna move to new york. somewhere NO ONE else wants to go. start over. again. LEAVE.

your just as pretty withOUT makeup

haha. seriously. I WOULD KNOW!
ANYWAY
wow i dont even know where to start.
My life.. hmm.. complicated... yet, i love it!
I get this feeling like... i want you i need you, butttttttt i cant have you.
and even though im not AS BUSY anymore im still busy as hell.
BUT im actually like going out on weekends now! Ive actually been enjoying my life so much more! ITS REDICULOUS!
Ice skating ring in baton rouge reopened last night for the winter season. IM SO EXCITED! the ice basically sucked last night it was so thing, but whatever its still I.C.E!
I want to go to new orleans sometimes soon, and just have fun and party with everyone! We neeeeeed to do something! I love love love love love my friends! TO DEATH! GAAAAA!
This is how i feel right now. I have all this stuff on my mind but its all just like abstract paintings just everywhere, and i cant exactly put it all together to make a picture yet... maybe ill figure it out and become something soon, but if not, i mean, everything happens for a reason, and its all good!

Sarah Shahi

Sarah Shahi... is on life... playing a cop.. and OMG im so happy shes back! Thats alllllll i have to say! Shes so wonderful! I Envy her beauty! I can not believe shes on LIFE... even though thats not where she belongs, whatever, ILL TAKE IT! hahah! anyway... this show is KINDA good! I love it already!

I bought a guitar. Yes, an acoustic REAL guitar. I can't wait to start PLAYING and writing for real. I need to put these thoughts to use.

The graphics in this show are somewhat unrealistic, or not well thought out... like this car scene, you can so tell that Sarah isnt driving... although in the show she is. Terrible. Disappointing. K. Im over it.

Maybe by watching this show i can learn more about criminals so i can learn more about my job, hahah, yeah right. im over annalyzing now.

ICESKATING FRIDAY!! YAY! LEOS IS OPEN! I DONT HAVE TO DRIVE TO LAYFAYETTE!
speaking of layfayette.... they have weird speed laws going down in october. They are settin up vans (without people in them) all over the parish. These vans will take your photograph, a close up of your license plate, and send you a ticket in the mail for anyone caught going 6 MPH over the speed limit. THAT IS REDICULOUS! and probably the dumbest thing ever! I MEAN SERIOUSLY .. IM STARTING TO HATE ELECTRONICS!

beat boxer.

hahah this is jessica. shes a beat boxer. beginner... but maybe more than beginner, ahhh! shes aawesomeee! check it out. pass it on! lets get her views on this video UP by oct 1! yay!

friends

i love this people they really bring out ME in me... and i love that ! i havent had this much fun in ages seriously. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THEM! yay! okay, 5 38 am. bedddd is calling!

fun times.

LSU wins today! Varsity tonight with all my crew! I love it! Funness! Pictures will be necessary.

mmmm. perfect.

Now that it's morning,
Where do you want to go from here?
Well now that we're sober,
Do you think of me more clear?
Woah now, now that your head is right,
Did you dig last night?
It keeps playin in my mind.

Well now that you're home,
Will he be the first thing that you see?
I know you compare us,
How does he match up next to me?

No, now, now that your head is right,
Did you dig last night?
It keeps playin in my mind.

Well I remember layin your head down,
I remember lovin our love sounds.

I gotta thing for you.
An I know the night is crazy,
But I still remember wakin up and kissin your head one more time...
I gotta thing for you.
An I know the night was hazy,
But I still remember wakin up,
An kissin your head one more time.
Ooh yeah now, don't think we're through,
I gotta thing for you...


"Yeah. Tuesday night was fun. I hope the weekend brings as much excitement. OKAY maybe not ASSS MUCH because nothing can pass up hanging out with hinder, buckcherry, papa roach, and REVELATION THEORY... but... it will rock. pretty much. YAY!

Amazing.

So.. i was supposed to work the concert last night, parked ... got lost... the PRODUCER from hinder helped me find my way, haha. GOT to the place iw as supposed to be, and the guy tells me oh we dont need you, you can go home now. FUCKING PISSED. SO ... im going back where i came from about to go back to my car, and the producer decides to give me a backstage VIP pass. AMAZING! Seriously. SO i go in the river center, get front row.. and end up loving every band that played. They are seriously awesome. After the show, i went back to talk to the producer to tell him thanks because i had never been and it was an awesome experience... and he says just hang out, and drink and get to know everyone. SO i end up meeting basically everyone, went drink yager in the bus, and went out to Happys after with most of the guys from revelation theory and got drunk. Didnt go home, went sleep at codis after at about 515 am. Basically had an awesome night.

Nights like last night dont happen very often. And im glad i got to make some memories! =]!

I think ive finally got it.

I looked in the mirror and found you
but i never knew the girl starring me down was screaming tonight
I had everything that i wanted on the outside, but inside something just wasnt right.

Cause Im the girl who loved you for so long,
and I never really had anything,
cause you never gave me a chance,
BUT you.... took my everything.

I cheated myself out of something I already,
knew wasnt perfect..
but if i could hold your hand for just one more night,
everything everything would be alright.

Cause im the girl who loved you for too long,
and i never really gained anything,
cause you never ever gave me a chance,
but you... took my everything.

So im jumping through this image,
just to get a hold of me..
So i dont see myself,
starring down a road of mysery.

Cause Im the girl.
Who loved you.
For so long.
Yeah, im the the girl you never ever gave a chance!
but you, took my everything..
and you gave me.. nothing.


yeah so.. tonights the bad boys of rock concert.. (hinder, paparoach, and buckcherry)....... anddddddddd i have to work it! yay! that meeanss backstage bitches.

I LOVE MY LIFE

AHHHH. my life can get no freakin better. except for still that one thing. seriously.
I have had this best couple weekends of my life and its all because of my BRUSLY friends. haha
SO much fun! Im exhausted, but thats fun right there.
SERIOUSLY amazing. For proof of this. check out my facebook or myspace under tailgating.

Today we went in the boat and i had to jump in with all my clothes on =[. BECAUSE some ass's got me soaking wet from splashing me. =]. Then had some good bbq at lanes house with the sweetest parents in the world. ahahah FUN!

Im not ready to go to work tom, but im ready.. like its so cool having weekends off again. IM IN LOVE! AH! I have a dr's apt. for that problem that i have =[ ... kinda nervous but, whatever, ill live on somemore. haha. its all cool!

anyways. im going study. blah. night!

so weird

So lately ive been trying to think of something to draw .. what i wanted to draw... ya know.. and i just redid my facebook fortune and it said "Your heart is the only place to draw true happiness!" WIERD! because ..... today is national superstition day.

RANDOM FACT! i know! buttttt... if you knew me you would know i do things like that haha! and! Back to the quote... im so not happy lately. I have everything but love. seriously. thats all i need. thats it. I wanna draw and write and scream and cry about it, but i cant because i dont even feel it. BLAH! Listen to your heart. Thats all there is to it. i guess. And. if you have noticed. I can not right in complete sentences, it is rediculous. basically.

I watched... The Vacancy tonight, and it was okay. Not what i expected.... wait... exactly what i expected. i mean they basically told you the whole movie in the previews +++++ (PLUSSSSSSS) the acting was terrible minus the extradinairs of kate beckinsale and luke wilson of course.

I have a biology test tomorrow that i have no idea what it is about, well i know what its about but i dont feel like studying it .. but i have to take it befor 5pm tom. ... so i guess ill just study all morning at work or osmething. whatever. Im going to go to bed.

OH AND my favorite thing that happened in school yet. I got to write a paper for sociology.. cool right? no... but this one was.. we got to pick a song that represented the views on society today... DING DING DING FIRST SONG THAT COMES TO MIND??? WHAT IS IT!!!!!! (come on)..... DUH! its "Dear Mr President" by P.I.N.K! (my choice of course) love her.

PS.- I still think Rachael Yamagata is a musical genius. =]

In Style

so heres the deal. im looking to find this jacket that mandy moore wore in her concert on sunday.. it was a vintage like bronzyyyyy jacket that was midlength. and had pockets.I cant even find pictures from the concert. UGH!

So in due to this I have this song stuck in my head... because we ALL know that whenever i come back from concerts i listen to that person(s) cd(s) for weeks/months/years... you know, till you memorize the whole albums lyrics, note for note. hahaha. Imagine me singing this song driving down the interstate FULLY in tune and acting like MANDY when i sing.. hahahaha. FUNNY!

It's a take-out weekend
It's a fake-out smile and pretend
If nobody sees you cry
You can say it was raining outside

And all that you want
Is a few days down
All that you need
A little time to drown
It's to be expected
With all the weight you carry 'round
All that you want is
A Few Days Down

It's a short vacation
To a foreign nation
Oh, nothing familiar here
Just you and your lonesome heart complaining


I'm looking out
Ten stories high
And like a blanket lifted
The quiet night
The city finally waking up
To the morning light

In Shape.

What is better Bike Riding, or running? Because... heres the deal i wanted to make a deal with myself that i would swear i would stick with ... this is the deal... running twice a week only a mile (AT LEAST).. which i started today, but as i was running i HATED it! So, these 2 men passed me on the road on their bikes just rolling, and laughing and here i am huffing and puffin for breathe trying to pace myself.. 1,2.. .3... 1,2... 3 ( I dont know something they taught me in cross country) well i finished the mile in 6 min. BUT, it was miserable, so miserable, im almost considering not doing it, BUT I HAVE TO! ugh. I WANT A BIKE, to make the story short. THE END! I WANT A BIKE! DAMNIT! (Would i be cool if i rode a bike? ahha)

Work is still going good. I get a bunch of school work and bullshit and more done. I sent in my film to MTV today. =], so im excited about that! Im still waiting on my damn teacher from BRCC to call me back. UGH! I have to study for biology soon.. because my deadline to take my test is friday. ugh. I STILL HAVE YET to start my computer class because my book JUST came in, andddddd I have to buy microsoft 2007 now. BLAH! Sociology, and English are going well, i finish both of my papers.

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I dont want to hang up the phone yet!!

Wow, how much better can life get? Work is awesome. Im in love with it. I love the people i work with, i love the work i do (because i get to read all the mushy gushy stuff with crimes all day) haha... anddd i get time to do all my school work. Thats love. =]

Football is coming. Im so ready.

I want to have a special moment again... with someone, anyone.. well not anyone, BUT, someone ya know. Those moments when everythings perfect. Thats like the only thing im longing for. Have been for a while now. I feel like writing but I dont know how to begin.. or where to begin. Maybe ill do that tom at work. Seriously, just WRITE... something worthwhile and worth reading. A poem, or my top goal, a song. I hope!

Ive been watching wayyyy too much L word lately... which usually means somethings gone from me.. and i have to find it. I miss Dana, a ton. AND i want relationship like shane and carmen, but not shane and carmen. That makes no sense. I know.

And for all of you who dont know already. Rachel Yamagata is passion. The end.



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Rachael

So last night was the Mandy Moore concert, and even though i was more than excited to see her.. i was suprised by her opening act.. A young lady named Rachael Yamagata BLEW MY MIND AWAY! Rachael helped mandy write a couple songs on her "wild hope" album, and she sings her own... her lyrics are completely amazing. her voice is like the ocean, and she is just adorable. I am so glad i had the oppurtunity to go and see this concert, because i would have never discovered such a wonderful artist.
Heres to a wonderful night!


Tom I start my new wonderful job at the lawyers office. Im so ready. No more dillards. =] That makes me happy.

"everybodys talking how i cant be your love but i want to be your love want to be your love for real."

I need you.

Well, I put so much thought into getting ready
Now I know that was the best part
It's so easy to get caught up in what I'm regretting
Forget what I got from a wounded heart
I'm the one who likes Gardenia
I'm the one who likes to make love on the floor
I don't want to hang up the phone yet
It's been good
Getting to know me more
I've been seeing all my old friends in the city
Walking alone in Central Park
Doing all the things that I've neglected
Traded 'em all in
To be in your arms
Well, I hear my own voice
Sounds so silly
Keep on telling my story all around
Everything I lost seems so different
Well, this is how everybody gets found.


Im so excited and ready for the Mandy Moore concert this weekend Even though her songs are not the besttttt, i still love her and cant wait! some people may think im lame for going see her but, whatever, i love her and always have. we will marry one day. ha. kidding! anyway . bed time children. good night love.