What makes me MISS JACI LAYNE

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Hey There! The names Jaci! - Pleasure to meet ya! I am me. Thats all there is to it. I have a TRULY FREE SPIRIT. I have troubles, but theres nothing that i cant overcome. I will cry but i will always be happy. Life is all what you make it to be. I am not scared, and try everything.. because the SCARIEST things are the MOST worthwile. I love to think of life as theories. Unpredictable, but true. I dont live for anyone else but ME. Because in the end how I lived my life is all that matters. Everything happens for a reason. Only those who believe ever see what they dream, ever dream what comes true. i will always run with my dreams. I LOVE JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING! Im usually friends with everyone i meet. Every person that has been part of my life, has taught me many things & given me SO MANY MEMORIES! Im a very busy person, but i like it that way. When i transfer schools i would LOVE to go back to NORTHWESTERN and CHEER again! Thats where my heart & soul is! EXPERIENCING EVERYTHING POSSIBLE. Changes are all about your Passion. Passion is Beauty. Beauty is Love. Love is Life. The end.

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

when not-so-perfect, really was perfect.

When you realize that not-SO-perfect really was perfect...What do you do?
Get over it, and move on, or wait for it to come back around?
Would there ever be a chance again, or is it all just a memory?
When goodbye was never there to start with, was it ever really over.. or did it ever begin?
Do you give your heart to someone else, or let it mend for a while alone?
Is it wrong to date other people if your still not over someone else? .. (yessss)
Do you do it? (probably)
Should you feel like an ass about it? (probably)
All about love. Love, is so confusing and dramatic.
Really.

Me.. im trying to find myself again. I have surgery in a week, that in pretty much dreading but in the same sense im SO EXCITED for (because i get like 2 weeks off of work.. fucking right!) And hopefully i can get some thinking, cleaning, moving, drawing, tanning, car washing, photos, school.. done, and catch up on my life. HOPEFULLY i will get another job soon. hopefully.

Die hard, was amazing, as i thought it would be. Bruce willis is amazing. The end. Cant wait till tom night, movie night yay!

Today, for the fourth was fun, i got to spend time with family and friends of the family, that i never really get to see, so that was always a good thing. I got somewhat of a little tan =]. and that makes me VERY happy, because i feel like i should be tanning everyday instead of working, like most normal 19 year olds. ha. but whatever, at least i make money, right?

whatever. im going to bed, good night for now!

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